Where to start?

I honestly have no idea where to begin or how to treat this blog. Do I treat it like a diary, completely uncensored and rambling? Do I treat it as a way to communicate with friends, family, and anyone who connects with me? Do I write always mindful that anyone on the internet may read and either hate or love what I have to say? I suppose these questions will take care of themselves over time. I can't be (or write) anything other than myself. I don't want this to be a blog about how unfair/horrible life is and full of doom and gloom. I want it to be an honest reflection of my life. Not only of what I am currently going through, but also what I have been through. My musings on life in general. The things that make this world good, and the things that make it bad!

An important note to start this blog. I've created it in honour of my angel daughter, Kaycie Lily. Stillborn at 20weeks 6days, June 17, 2009. Her story has become my story and I write both for her and because of her. I will tell her story eventually and her short life will figure prominently into all of my writings, but it is much too long to tell in one short introduction. To sit and tell her story is sad, and heartbreaking, and brutal, and a story no mother should have to tell. I think it is best if her story comes out in bits and pieces. Reflecting the impact she has had on me.

I'm inviting all of you into my world as I continue stumbling along this journey. Aided by good friends, family, and hundreds of other women with similar stories that I have yet to meet. Welcome!